Who I Am

All right, I figured it out!  Go me.  Actually, it wasn't too difficult considering that there's a "publish post" button right there.  Hm...perhaps I'm not as smart as they tell me.  But enough about me, let's talk about me.

I am a 19-year-old college student who drinks occasionally, doesn't do other drugs, and is currently procrastinating a 5-8 page paper that's due in 4 hours.  (crap)  I've never had a boyfriend or even kissed, so I guess that's moderately pathetic.  I am not completely unattractive physically, but there's something about my demeanor that keeps guys away.  Haven't fallen in love yet, so I guess I'm waiting on that.

I am pretty self-confident, but not to the point of bull-headedness.  If I don't know it, I say so.  I try not to draw conclusions on too little information, so I don't really have any opinions on God, politics, or social issues.  I'd like to think that there's a viable solution to the world, and if I think about nuclear war I get scared.

I'm a romantic.  I like romance movies and get a kick out of smut romance novels.  I plan to have a very large collection in my house, you know, once I get a house.  Sex sounds like fun, so I'm waiting on someone cool enough to have sex with.  I think that dating me would require a large amount of self-confidence and relative maturity.  But a certain type of maturity.  For example, I love playing tag and doing things kids do, it's fun.  But I don't like doing things many people my age do, like getting high and hooking up indiscriminately.  I don't mind that my friends do it at all, that's their way of having fun, just not mine.

I like shoujo manga and read it online way too much.  I've picked up stupid catch phrases, too, like "tanoshi" (it's fun) or "sugoi" (amazing).  And I probably spelled those wrong.  Because I'm going to be writing my thoughts in this blog, I'll probably add in not-english word for kicks.  Why not?  It's mah blog, ne?